Uninvited love..

As most girls know, there comes a time in a lot of opposite sex freindships where one person crosses a boundary. This could be your male friend, or your boyfriends female friend.. Let's hope in this case that it's your male friend.
Four years ago I was in a relationship. Four years ago I had a male friend that I had lunch with most days.. Caught up with regularly.. and thought of only in platonic ways.
After this 'E-mail' which I am about to share, the friendship was ruined. I chose to continue as if nothing had happened, but he confessed he never really wanted friendship afterall.
I didn't believe the 'it's too painful' excuse.. but rather assume that his friendship was never real to begin with.

Poem from a male friend.

Sent: Thursday, November 22, 2007 3:29 PM

Subject: Truth. you don't want to hear it though.

Confusion.

Things that you don't understand and know.

like how my feelings for you seem to grow.

With every look that comes my way.

with every smile from you each day.

With every remark that leaves a fresh scar.

Which burns red hot, like a shooting star.

with every touch of your soft, gentle skin.

Slowly but surely pulling me in to sin.

Feelings are hard, when trying to hide,

Afraid to get to close and let you inside.

I know if i did. I'd be exposing myself.

Just like one of your barbies, stuck on a shelf.

I shouldn't tell you these things that i write.

And that I'm just acting the fool, yet another night

I'm not trying to confuse you or mess with your head.

I'm being genuine. and an honest guy instead.

I'm telling you this. as i feel that i must

My neck in a noose. cos I don't displace trust.

To go on, and lie, and not tell you how i feel.

was pointless, you already knew. Now its Just real.

If you didn't know, Then I'm sorry for this letter.

But in the end. knowing the truth is always better

I know your heart will never lie with me.

Your taken, In love. I know we'll never be.

But know that i care. and I'm here as a friend.

I'll be here for you. From now till the end.

I know that you'll now turn your back on me.

But honest i was, The truth you now see.

There. i wrote this earlier today.

Its all true. It explains why i may be weird around you. why i might hold back. and why i may not.

You wanted to know. I know that by me telling you the truth. you will most likely freak out, and never talk to me again. hence the reason you don't tell a beautiful taken woman that you think she's great and that you have a crush on her, and live to tell about it. :(

I didn't want to vote for you. cos i didn't want you to leave.

Have a great night sky.